I tried going back this week. Big mistake. Huge mistake. You get told things you don't really want to hear. Your feelings get hurt all over again because things you remember, they don't. You thought you were better friends than they did. So, here I am. Sorry I did it. Irritated at myself.
But, the amazing and great thing is I realized after two days of feeling like crap because of it......I'm better! I got better and I didn't even realize it. I'm stronger than I ever thought I was. And I'm not going back! I will never think I can again and most of all, I will never ever do it again.
No matter who or what.
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