RIP Goober

Life seems to be about getting up and actually feeling like you're getting used to the new normal and then you get knocked right back down again.  I'm not going to understand this one.  I still don't even believe it half the time.

RIP my best friend and I hope the things that pushed you over the edge are gone.  I hope there are no regrets.  I hope to see you again some day.  We were making plans and maybe I need to do the last thing we laughed about doing together for you.....just by myself.  Maybe you will be there right beside me enjoying it too and just maybe I'll feel your presence there with me.

I have to say thank you for teaching me a lesson I needed to learn. Forgiveness.

This is for you....

The Ballad of Jayne

LA Guns

She was always something special
A diamond shining bright in the rain
Everybody dreams of angels
No one will ever know
How much I loved you so

Now it all seems funny
Kinda like a dream
Things ain't always what they seem
What a shame
What happened to Jayne

You were always on my mind
Childlike summer days in the sun
Slowly wishes turn to sadness
Time don't heal a broken gun
I wish I'd never let you go
Hear me now 'cause I want you to know

That it all seems funny
Kinda like a dream
Things ain't always what they seem
What a shame
What happened to Jayne

Now she's breakin' hearts in heaven
Shining bright in the sky
I still hear her voice in the wind
I still think of you in the night, oh yeah
Well, I guess she'll never know
How much I need her so

Now it all seems funny
Kinda like a dream
Things ain't always what they seem
What a shame
What a shame
What happened to Jayne

Now it all seems funny
Kinda like a dream
Things ain't always what they seem
What a shame
What happened to Jayne
What happened to Jayne